October 2008
spooky
I’m getting ready for a Halloween party we’re having tonight! Fun…the kids are excited! After trick-treating, we’re going to have a fire outside and make s’mores. Tell some spooky stories and make some cool memories.
Hosea 11:8-9
thisbeautifulmess:
This is one of many passages we read in class on Monday about Covenant Theology and God’s forgiveness… and well, I’ve never really thought about it in this way before. I was blown away. And reminded of something I was listening to just that morning by As Cities burn (i think i even posted the song here before class)… “I’m sure if you wanted it to stop love, You could just...
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Performing on Letterman Tonight
cardinalcave:
11:30 ET/PT
You guys sounded grrreat! Smokin’ hot too-all of you. Good lord…
“Joy is the daughter of peace.”
– Finnish Proverb
the chance
just now
I was awakened by the sound of my own crying
after a night of dreams
walks taken unwittingly
strolling backward -across-around former players in my past
acts in the play of my life that I try to forget
rearing confusing heads—
to that important male authority figure
“I always thought you never liked me.”
reply
“I always loved you. That was the problem. ...
have confidence and keep the faith
thisbeautifulmess:
interview went really well. ended up chatting for about an hour and fifteen minutes… instead of the alloted thirty minutes! and i had a good meal at Swiss - go chicken quesidillas! (sp?) And my prof totally paid for my dinner, which was unexpected.. but i think it was a pitty dinner as I totally had just poured out my heart completely about the craziness of the last six months...
neurotic
cardinalcave:
i think i am neurotic
i spend too much time alone. whatever
now i am back home. Back requiem kickin on my jambox and i am gonna eat some more lentil soup and maybe i dunno make more tea.
what a trip today is in general
i dunno if i feel great you know but i don’t feel like i am dying- my head is splitting
had some aspirin and that helped
whatever
i wonder what Celtic Frost...
bakedwheat:
Playing catch up today, & I have 3 important meetings/calls today. Oh & did I mention that Cardinology comes out today? http://bit.ly/IZ7jg
GOT IT!!!!
fuck/damnit
cardinalcave:
fuck fuck fuck
i am so happy i have a house full of knuckle heads
someone is missing (not in the band not in the gang)
someone from my life
because
well
we cant fix it
and
well
that sucks
s u c k s
Stay in the moment? So today can bloom in beauty?
Good Morning, Release Week
cardinalcave:
kyte is rad!
band is back together- we're playing a concert on...
cardinalcave:
i have had ZERO caffeine and i am still cr r a z y
Are you surprised???
Also, when do those tickets go on sale?
a record
cardinalcave:
we like made a record or something. it’s like got music on it. it like is in a store somewhere and shit
where you be?
wha?
I be in Bloomington, IN and like picked up your new rad record at the local Borders. YeehaW
How to save the world from doom: Where you and It... →
thisbeautifulmess:
“Although no doubt busy releasing his new Cardinals record in stores and on jukeboxes worldwide, jotting down those infinity blues and blogging himself fuzzy, Ryan Adams has also taken time to write a piece for the World Policy Journal for MIT Press. Adams’ article, entitled “How to Save the World from Doom: Where You and It Are Headed,” is featured in the latest issue, themed...
h u r t s
cardinalcave:
ithurts
ithurts
and
wow
i think i just woke up again
i dunno if i fell asleep
i had a dream
was it a dream
ouch
tubes down my nose and throat today
ouch
owww
damnit
and
i said dumb stuff
backtobed
fever
or
maybe its not its the allergy still (i missed my night allergy meds FUCK
i fell asleep
im exhausted
i followed
never follow
c.h.designs i agree
and
...
Timeline of events
thisbeautifulmess:
I’m unsure about sharing this on here. Mainly because I’m not sure who actually reads this (specifically meaning, people I know in ‘real life’ vs tumblr blogosphere), and it can lead to many different assumptions about who I am, etc. Then, at the same time, I started writing on here because I wanted an outlet- a “safe” place to express myself, and be myself. I wanted to...
thisbeautifulmess:
“Our world is gray” - As...
invoices-blargh
Where is my goddamned secretary?
Actually, it’s usually not so bad, but my printer woke up today possessed by some demon.
Now I have to dig out my exorcism kit. What a pain. Satan, you bastard!
omfgnyft
cardinalcave:
eatin salad reading sunday times. i am in the fucking arts and leisure section. i can’t believe they printed a picture of Xasthur. f’yeah!! weird to be in the times. olsen twins are in the times. maybe i need to get a twin (as in duplicate myself, so that one of me can stay in and read forever and one can bustass) nah. wha?
omfgnyft indeed! I’m so proud of you- you little...
woah
Wow, I like totally had an 80’s flashback last night. It was awesome. I’m shocked I didn’t wake up my kids singing power ballads.
thisbeautifulmess:
“The Darkest Side” by The...
thisbeautifulmess:
“Blood” by The Middle East
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