December 2008
feverpitch
francine:
cardinalcave:
in a feverpitch the note broke my eyes
glassed
in the kitchen i did the dishes very poorly
almost as if to say
“i will prolong this battle against time”
so that if i must use them
they will go under the water again
for
their are more disgusting on the shelf”
dreaming
with my eyes closed and open i am
nonstop dreaming
sleeping
overage
calculator tick...
francine:
When a woman holds her face up to the light
she is the truth with black sky hair
and the wisdom of a ruby jewelled lip-
all colour and pattern
in mind and sense
and the sweetpressed leaves of rosehip.
Moon
thewayoftheworld:
cardinalcave:
So Moon…
you seem distant
dull even
lifeless
but
so much projection around you
so much projected onto you
the sun, for one
all up in your business at night
it is so hard for you to hide
and
you wallflower satelittle
so many sing songs for you
in your name
you are unmoved
you neither like
or dislike
it,
the attention
you feel distant and you...
“People are unreasonable, illogical and self-centered. Love them anyway. If you...”
– mother teresa. (via meganmcisaac)
perfect. mother teresa was one super smart woman. (and an extremely humble loving one). I appreciate the example she set before us.
(via thisbeautifulmess)
she was love
Yo
cardinalcave:
So this is day three, no smoking. What a trip.
i decided that now that most of the sweating, hacking up, coughing, feeling like the walls were coming in on me,
that i would write some tunes about it- something to keep me busy.
i am working on that now. I will post what I get done- vid style as soon as i am coughing less and can manage.
strangely, and this going to sound weird,...
francine:
This morning I decided to take the bus in to work. Because I had to post a letter, I had to back track down the street and around the corner to use the letterbox then come back to the bus stop. It’s a fair trek. On my way back, the bus passed me and I made a run for it. Then out of nowhere a man darts past me, running for the same bus….then he stops and turns around. He waves me...
Have you ever had the sudden urge to kiss a...
francine:
this happened to me today
Yes-but more often hug!!
HAHA-you tumblrs made it into my dreams last...
The more I think about it, the less I remember, but:
in Richmond IN there is a park-Glenn Miller Park- Next to the lake there used to be this crazy storybook cottage that one could rent for birthday parties, etc. It was a teeny a-frame with cartoon characters painted on the exterior.
I only ever saw it locked up.
I dreamed that I planned my dad’s 86th b-day party to happen there next...
francine:
Each night,
I lift my chin-
feel the flicker of light
across my face
and I wear this energy,
this wonder of travelling
away, beyond
any measure of time
or reason-
through a catastrophic mist
of some unknown season
all pearl and lavender
and my fingers dance
across my mouth,
my eyes
feel the electricity,
the bluest nightspark
moving me through
this awesome universe
...
my life is in my mouth
hearts on sleeves
leaves blown through cracks collect into quagmires
turning stillness into slime
shaky hands relieve pain
untwist knots
smooth forehead
“you’re like my mama”
and
“i love you bek”
ringing through from one side to the other
my mind cannot reason yet with this monster
this gift
this mystery
this hurtful process
this...
if i seem edgy...
cardinalcave:
it is because i am in the first stages of withdraw from smoking. i intend this to be my last year i smoke.
i will list why it will a good thing now because why not.
1. no more wheezing
2. cancer runs in my family
3. people i love, people who love me for who i am, who i turn to for peace of mind, people i care so much for want me to quit
4. i smoke and drink coffee when i...
watersigninstincts:
a new song for my tumblr...
you can't look back once love fills you with hope
cardinalcave:
in a life a love can save you if you let it
love
it can save your life
I hope this is a song:)